CARPE DIEM!

So today is the day. I've been thinking about it for so long and today is actually here. I am deciding to live today. It's a month after my 25th birthday to the day and I feel like it's my actually day of birth. My whole life has been amazing but I have always wanted more. I wanted to travel more, buy more, see more and learn more. I never acted upon it. I always felt that I had so much talent, but wasted it on fear of not showing what I could offer. I feel as if I the person who is good at so much but not great at anything. Could that be my own fault? Everything I do, it's the same story. Something interests me, I try it, love it, do really well and then I stop. It's almost as if I like the challenge more than the skill. So today I have decided I may not have the finance and the time to travel more and learn more but I can still take action. I want to do more. I want to walk in a field of wild flowers barefooted and dance around. I want to one day wake up and take a road trip to a small town that can't be seen on a map. So why can't I? Why can't I keep this as a way to show my future children how adventurous and how spontaneous I can be? Dream as if you will live forever, live as if you will die tomorrow. I will live by this quote to the fullest. I'm not sure what I will start with and what adventure will break me into this new way of life but I am buckled up and ready for the ride. Jump in if you would like to join!!